i just want to build something that feels like me

but i don't really know how to express what i'm dreaming of

if i draw it out, will that make things easier?

will my drawing even be good enough?

ahead of me i have the goals i listed back in 2021

projects that have squandered and sallowed over time

what's the point of completion anymore? even if i do it,

who cares?

the objectives won't be reached

the plans have fallen apart

i should be so happy and grateful.

still i just feel...